I am left questioning my sanity after the events of last night and today. First, I need to go back a few months (at least). Not too long after I started my Quest to know the nature of our reality and everything in it, I started having a strange thing happen at night. I would feel pressure on my feet as if they were being touched by invisible hands. I have neuropathy so, I assumed that was the issue. As time went on, the "hands" would get more elaborate with their actions. They would start to knead my feet and hit pressure points. A few times, I would start to think something was up, but, in the light of day, it seemed ridiculous.
On a similar note, I have had some experiences of a sexual nature (mainly being touched) while I was in deep meditation. Some of those seemed very realistic but, the tiniest doubt would make me keep quiet about it.
Well, things escalated here and there until last night, when I KNOW that I had a real experience. This being advanced from my feet to the rest of my body slowly (over a period of hours). Then, it would do something to the base of my skull that would release endorphins. It felt very much like Ecstacy which I remember from my ancient days of clubbing. I would also feel indentations in the bed wherever it moved.
Then, it would touch all over my body, injecting this almost orgasmic energy into me. It felt incredible everywhere it touched. The few times where I fell asleep, it woke me up with another wave of bliss. This lasted all night and went into the afternoon. It left me with a hangover not unlike my club days.
I've spent the last few hours researching paranormal sex. Of course, I'm seeing a lot of information on incubus and succubus. I'm left wondering if this is a good experience or bad experience but am not going to jump to conclusions. I also do remember the movie "The Entity" with Barbara Hershey. It's based on a true story where a woman was violently raped by an entity.
